Updated!
Yesterday, I went out with my brothers that is Ben , James , Lawrence ,
Kelvin and Alex kor . For them is not a great day . :(
Yesterday when we go out together.. It is because of me, I was feeling
low so I was not so in a mood :( I am sorry to the 5 of them...
They can't have fun because of me .
Frankly speaking , yesterday
I went out with them because I am confused andI was feeling low and I
need someone to accompany with me . I am here to thanks so much to my friends ,
brothers , sisters who encourage me to be strong & look forward to my life .
Especially Ben (: , he is the best men in the world , I feel that so , he is
so caring , nice , kind , respectful & responsible person .
He is also a great boyfriend too :D !
Last time when we both together , he is so nice to me & he is the
only one that can share with my unhappiness & happinese in my life!~
When you're sad , he will encourage you in every single way just to makes you happy! :)
When you're bored , he will bring you along to somewhere that are fun!
I miss the times we are together... But we now are siblings <3
He is still the best brother , he said he still love me , after a long time
I told him that I break up with him , now and then , we went out together
he will buy me drinks , food , presents or anything... (: But I don't have
a chance to have a great boyfriend like him , cause I the one who want to
break up because at that time I don't love him at all , at that time I love
another guy . But that time he likes me , so I decided to stead with me.
But after all ,I feels that I should'nt cheat my own feelings towards 'LOVE'
so I decided to tell him to break up because I don't love hm , I am just trying
yo love him but not true love . I don;t want him to fall in love with me
more deeply so I get my courage to tell about it...
I am sooooo soooooorry Ben! ♥
But I loveeee you brother! ♥
You're so wonderful! ♥
I LOVE YOU All my precious FRIENDS , BROTHERS , SISTERS!♥
